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God Please Kill Me Now | I Wish I Were Never Born | Do You Ever Feel Like Dying??

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  • Published on Dec 6, 2019
  • Narrated and Afterword by Electric Universe Eyes
    Source: www.revelation.co/2011/07/16/...
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  • Aastors
    Aastors Year ago +133

    I don't get it, it's like I'm forced to survive, just for it to be taken away. I never asked to be born and the moment you are born you start dying which sucks.

    • Sheeskiyounggeeski
      Sheeskiyounggeeski 6 months ago +1

      That’s so sad and deep bro. I remember being a middle schooler too, emotional times

    • Electric Universe Eyes
      Electric Universe Eyes  9 months ago +2

      You aren’t alone. Look through the others comments! Abuse is never ok. It’s also very hard to be a parent… trust me, I’ve got two kids of my own. I’d like to help you and challenge you to have the courage to speak with your father about how it makes you feel when he talks to you that way & how he treats your mother. My kids have done that before and it really opened my eyes… when you get older and the real world pushes down on you, it can get super tough and that stress can come out in many forms. Sometimes people you love need to hear it from those that they love and aren’t showing that example. Understanding is love… I learned that from my wife today. I want the best for you, and I hope you choose to want & do the same!

    • ♥︎Nuam Bawi♥︎
      ♥︎Nuam Bawi♥︎ 9 months ago +4

      I want to die I hate myself and I'm so Lonley everywhere and my dad always make fun of me and judge me and we always have family problem and my dad is so abuse to my mom and no one like me I cry no one understands my feeling and I have no one to talk to about everything why did God create make like this

    • Joseph Baker
      Joseph Baker Year ago +4

      I feel the same, myself.

    • theangelalien
      theangelalien Year ago +3

      EXACTLY

  • Stone Wall Research - budcat7

    Brother, you hit a sore spot with me. I am currently at a "low" point in my life. I can't even tell about what has happened in my life because it's just one long sorry story. I start every day like this and end it with "hope". A couple of things keep me here, I have a couple of friends that I like to be around, I take care of two stray cats and I have this RU-clip channel that let's me vent and get some stuff off my chest, search for the truth and I bunch of subs that depend on me to provide them with it. Those are the only things that keep me here, otherwise, I have no use for the "world". And it's not the "world" we are talking about, the world is an incredible beautiful place it's human society which by my estimate is primarily malevolent and mentally ill with very few exceptions. I wish I would die all the time but in my heart I know that it is what the "system" would love to happen and I don't plan on giving "it" that satisfaction. Nope, I think what I will do is continue to destroy it and damage it as much as I can by simply telling the truth, that is all that's necessary to make it wither and die. I am also a Bible study person, although my take on it is very different than most Jews or Christians. My pastor is Bill Donahue of Hidden Meanings in the Bible and he's like no other, 99.9% of Christians hate him, maybe that's why I follow. Anyway, thank for this message of hope at the Holidays, I think it's a very important message. Thanks again!!...:))

    • Electric Universe Eyes
      Electric Universe Eyes  Year ago +3

      I'm the last of 7 kids. Indoctrinated from birth. Followed all the rules. I was ordained in the church as a 'priest' by my father. Then the family broke apart after he left... years later, had surgery to become a woman. Talk about flipping the script! Yep - went and laid out in the street one night hoping to get ran over as I stared into the night sky filled with stars... No car ever came. Later, got heavily involved in the Rave scene. Found sanctuary in dark warehouses with flashing lights and electronic music, going overboard on most every drug you can imagine, but met a lot of other people - people with lives as messed up, or more messed up than mine. It took 30 more years to ever tell my dad how I really felt - that I hated him leaving and the choice he made. I just wanted my dad...
      I later found out all the crap he and my mother went through in their childhood... and their parents... and their parents... mankind is living in amnesia. I finally woke up - it's up to me to change the future of my lineage and teach them truth and reality.
      NOTHING IN THIS WORLD IS WORTH KILLING YOURSELF OVER. That's a fact.

    • Stone Wall Research - budcat7
      Stone Wall Research - budcat7 2 years ago +1

      @J.D. Leslie I believe it's in this video if I'm not mistaken. Bill talks about "aliens" and whatnot, I don't agree with him on that but I agree with everything else he says about it because I have my own ideas about it, just different. Anyway, try this one here, it's the only one he's posted where it's recent and this is where I heard him talk about Thunderbolts, I think. I thought it was shorter than this but maybe he took that one down, I don't know.

    • J.D. Leslie
      J.D. Leslie 2 years ago +2

      @Stone Wall Research - budcat7 do you have a link to his video?

    • Stone Wall Research - budcat7
      Stone Wall Research - budcat7 2 years ago +2

      @J.D. Leslie I love Bill, he's a beautiful man, a REAL Christian, in his way of course. I've had a few conversations with him and at least a couple about the Thunderbolts Project and he finally checked it out and came out with a video saying how Thunderbolts validated him completely. And it did!!...;)

    • J.D. Leslie
      J.D. Leslie 2 years ago +3

      Bill Donahue is the man. Yes, they hate him which means he must be right.

  • standrew
    standrew Year ago +32

    I feel so lost. I have suffered from debilitating depression, and anxiety my whole life. I've been tried to kill myself three times, and the only thing that kept me from finishing was my fear of Hell. I have a baby that is with Jesus in Heaven, and so I try to survive so that I may be there too someday.
    I just feel so down right now. Just an awful sobbing sadness. I took a phone call from my sister who is a narcissist with OCD, and things she said were so toxic. In this moment I hate myself for the hope that have for my dysfunctional family of origin, because it feels so hopeless. I wish I could run away some place safe where no one could could hurt me.

    • General zodiac
      General zodiac  Month ago +1

      Yeah I have the depression real bad and tried killing myself and it didn't work and people say it a miracle that I lived but if you were me you don't see it that way feel like I was spared for more pointless suffering but I'm still here

    • Shawana Covington
      Shawana Covington 7 months ago +1

      Me too I just want to live right to be together with my baby in heaven too so I understand I hate living 💔

    • Electric Universe Eyes
      Electric Universe Eyes  8 months ago

      ​@Jacky Linn What if we actually DID make the choice to come here....
      I've always had the notion that I knew life would suck... terrible experiences would be inevitable... it would be difficult, sad, terrifying. But the choice to play this mortal game also came with the chance of opposite rewards.
      To this day, there are times when I want to say F it all and that this life is unfair... and then I come around and see the good in things, even if they are not so great.
      What if we are all a small portion of God having a physical experience...
      I agree - the world we live in is sick, perverted, twisted, and disgusting. I guess what I'm saying is we all are human and how we treat each other and teach each other and hold each other accountable is the real challenge.
      How many people grow up to realize their parents were more messed up than they thought? I'm one of those people. My father is an 83 year old woman. He was abused as a child... the youngest and only boy in a family full of girls. Think that has anything to do with "her" choice to self-mutilate his body? My mother, molested by her father, still has physiological issues that plague her today. I can say for a fact that those two people bringing me in the world was not the ideal situation for me, however now that I'm 42 years old... can actually see and understand why so many people are in pain. It's their environment. Unless the abused recognize the chain of events being passed down from generation to generation, nothing will ever change. It's people like you and I who can see what's wrong with the world and do something about it, one person at a time. I'm no savior and I'm no saint, but I love people. I hope you can make mends with whatever B.S. you've had to deal with in this life.
      Had I not experienced so much crazy stuff in life, I'd think this cruel game God is playing was pretty damn boring. The challenge to win the game is dealing with all the other players who want to take the easy way out, taking you down with them. Misery loves company and one can create a life living in their own mental prison, or we can use our free will to create something beautiful and worthwhile... even if it kills us.

    • Electric Universe Eyes
      Electric Universe Eyes  Year ago +2

      You are not alone, friend. What is your favorite thing to do in life that brings you joy?

  • richard agbelengor
    richard agbelengor Month ago +6

    Death is exactly what I need at this very moment of my life

    • General zodiac
      General zodiac  Month ago +2

      Yeah but he would just throw us back in like a sicko he is

  • A'VYONE
    A'VYONE Year ago +45

    I’ve been asking him to take my life away since a child.
    I truly feel there’s no point in being here;
    No point in my purpose.
    That everyone is better without me.

    • Fryguy11
      Fryguy11 Month ago

      @Yari Toko In the we all God's children.

    • Yari Toko
      Yari Toko Month ago

      I've been there too.. I still feel the same. I was bullied at school. Faced rejection and failure in relationship multiple times. Everyone leaves me ... I feel worthless and like there's no value to life. I feel the same way everytime. Life never changes.. whoever I loved always left me.....

    • Fryguy11
      Fryguy11 Month ago +1

      Because I regret my birthday I will never be a father. I never betray my offspring by giving them the thing I regret most,LIFE.

    • Fryguy11
      Fryguy11 Month ago +1

      I felt like that too.

    • Electric Universe Eyes
      Electric Universe Eyes  Year ago

      @A'VYONE
      No, thank you. You validate I exist. ⚡️👍🏻👍🏼👍🏽👍🏾👍🏿⚡️

  • One piece is the worst fūcking anime of all time.

    I wanna die so so much. I’m tired of sinning and I’m tired of this world.

    • Mike J
      Mike J 6 months ago +2

      @♥︎Nuam Bawi♥︎ same @ "I want to die I hate myself and I'm so Lonley everywhere"

    • Blake Angel
      Blake Angel 6 months ago +1

      Same

    • One piece is the worst fūcking anime of all time.
      One piece is the worst fūcking anime of all time. 9 months ago

      @♥︎Nuam Bawi♥︎ I understand what you’re saying. I am willing to listen to you if you’d like. We can communicate on IG

    • ♥︎Nuam Bawi♥︎
      ♥︎Nuam Bawi♥︎ 9 months ago +1

      I want to die I hate myself and I'm so Lonley everywhere and my dad always make fun of me and judge me and we always have family problem and my dad is so abuse to my mom and no one like me I cry no one understands my feeling and I have no one to talk to about everything why did God create make like this

    • Aaron Facey
      Aaron Facey 10 months ago +2

      Same

  • Rob Sterling
    Rob Sterling Year ago +58

    Reading the bible has only taught me that God has his favourites.

    • InitialPC
      InitialPC 7 months ago

      @Mental Jiu-jitsu You've never lied?

    • Caroline
      Caroline 8 months ago +1

      He doesnt care.

    • checkmate
      checkmate 11 months ago +1

      He really does this is a fact 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣

    • Caesar S.
      Caesar S. Year ago +1

      😔

    • Rob Sterling
      Rob Sterling Year ago +2

      @Mental Jiu-jitsu Absolutely!

  • Joshua Roswan
    Joshua Roswan Year ago +73

    I wish God would have took me at birth praise the Lord Jesus Christ

    • atlsong byrd
      atlsong byrd 6 months ago

      Me too but better yet just not coming here would’ve been better

    • Tox1cEnd1ngs
      Tox1cEnd1ngs 6 months ago

      Yeah, me too.

    • Mr Scott
      Mr Scott 7 months ago +1

      @ErikV300 you got it kid!

    • mezsmith
      mezsmith 10 months ago +1

      @ErikV300 maybe? but why have us suffer when we are born knowing nothing

    • ErikV300
      ErikV300 10 months ago +7

      @Electric Universe Eyes To suffer maybe.

  • Lieke
    Lieke Year ago +14

    God.. I’m sorry I failed you God.. I’m depressed for half my life, at 18 years old.. Take me please.. hiding the pain and crying alone in my bed.. matthew 6:30 my before favorite verse before feels like a lie, I’m finished. I came to God 2 years ago, but my last hope feels lost

    • Electric Universe Eyes
      Electric Universe Eyes  2 months ago +2

      WE are. God does nothing for us but place us in this test. Nothing controls the will of man but man himself. Faith or no faith - a self-made prison/hell on earth is the construct of our own minds; in addition to all the other men who wish control over mankind and their minds.
      To anyone reading, don’t let the disillusioned fool you. YOU ARE IN CONTROL OF YOUR OWN CHOICES, regardless of your environment and it’s rules.
      If something sucks, fix it - leave it - change it. The sad truth is - humans believe there is something that will fix their problems without making effort for themselves.
      My mother just passed last week at 81… she was molested by my grandfather. He by his father… my mother died in fear, in pain, causing her own demise because she was too afraid to confront the demons in her life, or even to talk about it, only complaining and keeping her mind locked up in her own prison of self-pity and devalued worth. She made everyone around her miserable, afraid to change. Afraid to let it out, afraid to heal. She always talked about righteousness and the church, but it never healed her because she wasn’t willing to heal herself, instead leaning on the crutch of an ideal to fix her.
      No one should live like that. No one should hide. Blame the humans that hurt you, change your life however you can to get away from terrible people - even if it’s family.

    • Electric Universe Eyes
      Electric Universe Eyes  Year ago +5

      “Wherefore, if God so clothe the grass of the field, which to day is, and to morrow is cast into the oven, shall he not much more clothe you, O ye of little faith?”
      Water and Clay will dry, but will crack and crumble if not put into the furnace and tempered.
      A sword is weak without going through extreme heat, then beat upon, then dunked in cold water. Over and over again. YOU ARE THE SWORD.
      “No weapon formed against me shall prosper.”
      🤜🏼⚡️🤛🏻

  • Tammy L. Victory ✌🏻
    Tammy L. Victory ✌🏻 7 months ago +3

    After watching this I feel much better!I THINK EVERYONE MUST FEEL THIS WAY EVEN IF FIR A MINUTE ☝🏻 And everyone who has taken the time to listen to this obviously cares about the fact that GOD HAD US HERE FOR A REASON. Your will to live is the HOLY ✝️ SPIRIT within you! Every single day is hard here! We just have to have faith to see God's provisions even in the little things in life.
    THIS PLACE IS TEMPORARY AND "WE" HAVE TO CARRY OUR CROSS!! WITHOUT Complaining......(God expects us to complain to him too! Let's just not make it out on others. We have to vent somewhere right?)
    🌈THE BLESSINGS THAT GOD HAS IN STORE FOR US IS SOMETHING OUR MIND CANNOT COMPREHEND. THE TEMPORARY PAIN HERE WILL BE WORTH THE OVERFLOWING BLESSINGS THAT GOD HAS FOR HIS CHILDREN!!!!❤️ THINK OF THIS EVERYDAY!😍 GOD BLESS YOU AND EVERYONE IS IN MY PRAYERS. 🙏🏻

  • F Mackey
    F Mackey 9 months ago +10

    I've been going through this since I was 6 years old!

  • Joseph Whittaker
    Joseph Whittaker Year ago +6

    More than a year has passed since you published this, and after the year we have all experienced, it is more truthfully relevant than ever. You made a very powerful testament of truth, and confession of faith. And even after a year of durance, I still agree with every word. Merry Christmas.

    • Electric Universe Eyes
      Electric Universe Eyes  Year ago +1

      Wow! I’m glad this made an impact! I wish you and yours the very best! Merry Christmas

  • Poetic Writer
    Poetic Writer Year ago +26

    I'm sick of suffering when all I want is simplicity.

    • Electric Universe Eyes
      Electric Universe Eyes  Year ago +1

      @Poetic Writer I always used to say “if I could”. My wife said stop saying “could” and replace it with “I want”. Thoughts become things when you realize you create your own perception of reality. Words are magic. Speak your mind and your reality will follow.

    • Poetic Writer
      Poetic Writer Year ago +1

      @Electric Universe Eyes it's not that. If I could have the simplest thing I would do more.

    • Electric Universe Eyes
      Electric Universe Eyes  Year ago +1

      Get rid of everything complex that clutters your mind. Mine was social media. Stop listening to those with negative opinions that do nothing to change their world view. Your own mind can be a self made prison!

    • Poetic Writer
      Poetic Writer Year ago +2

      @Jonathan heres the the thing I live in NC already any countrier I'd be a Hill Billy no offense..... to.... Hill.... Billies?...

  • MikeXibalba Farms
    MikeXibalba Farms 2 years ago +6

    Excellent video love topics like this, can really learn something about what it really means to be human, if you know what I mean... these ancient people that some hold up on pedestals are just like us when the shit hits the fan. A dark night of the soul is the best thing that can happen to a spiritual person simply for the growth that comes after...

  • Alexis Miller
    Alexis Miller 2 years ago +4

    As above so below the anthem of the ancestors.. Collective amnesia and PTSD, wow! Can't believe they survived it. These videos force us to face our true past and self! Healing the collective is your gift! Very courageous of you in my opinion. Thanks!

    • Electric Universe Eyes
      Electric Universe Eyes  2 years ago +2

      Thank you. I was going through a rough moment when I was inspired to make this video.

  • bf3ram
    bf3ram 6 months ago +11

    I was happy before i existed.

  • ultraQwick Music
    ultraQwick Music 29 days ago +3

    I am done, I am tired, I am exhausted. There is no other solution! I have endured enough no change, the burden is too heavy for me. I AM DONE!

  • Scientific Lee
    Scientific Lee 2 years ago +14

    I have said the same things .... I wish I was dead so I dont offend my God with my continued sin....its dreadful...I wont take my own life...but for God to take it would be fine....He wont yet...so I guess there must be more to come.
    I most times, dont see it.
    This system is agony for me its so wicked.
    I dont want to hate , but the alternative is sorrow....and so sorrow follows a man, like you are dragging a dead dog and so it makes you sad.
    God is real....and so my sadness at being here and not with God will continue....I can only hope He accepts me.

    • Scientific Lee
      Scientific Lee 2 years ago +1

      @Electric Universe Eyes My dad just disinherited me after he died 2 years ago........so im dealing with that now too....feeling a little like Job sat in the dirt.
      I have patience though...something I was lacking...its a painfull wait though.

    • Electric Universe Eyes
      Electric Universe Eyes  2 years ago +6

      Scientific Lee I’ve sometimes thought we live in hell on Earth, and if we can beat the game of life, will unlock the achievement of knowledge and wisdom. I’ve accepted that some of the things I was taught were mortal sin, in actuality is manmade. We live in our own mental prisons if we decide to stay behind our walls and don’t communicate with others and be vulnerable. I’d have never made this video if I didn’t find peace with my father after 25+ years... probably the hardest thing to overcome! It seems that major obstacle has allowed me to be more of myself and I’ve taken off the mask I’ve worn for so long. Peace be with you my brother.

  • Dbl nkl dan
    Dbl nkl dan 2 years ago +3

    Very powerful message, thank you so much for sharing. I definitely needed to hear that.

  • mirabelle
    mirabelle 11 months ago +11

    thank you 💖 i hope God will help us all through these struggles, i pray that we all heal

  • Cipher 9
    Cipher 9 2 years ago +5

    That really stirred my soul, thank you.

  • Natty
    Natty Year ago +10

    I have been saved for a while now and I asked GOD what my purpose and calling was but he hasn't answered me
    Lately I have been experiencing the worst days of my life, maybe pain, suffering, regret,shame and guilt is my purpose 😔 I just want to die cause I have no use in this world, I just wish GOD would talk to me or just call me to himself cause this is torture 😩😭

  • bllourias
    bllourias 3 months ago +1

    Our thoughts and emotions are a huge set of chemical reactions that is electrifying! For some of us, those chemicals are space, absent, or over abundant.
    Allergic reactions can really mess with one's mind. This is especially true if that person takes Selective Serotonin Reuptake Inhibitors. Histamine somehow blocks the SSRIs from working effectively. During that time of feeling angry, agitated, depressed, or even suicidal, remember that it is just a chemical reaction which is blocking your happiness.

  • jeffrey patterson
    jeffrey patterson 14 days ago +2

    Everyday as far back as I can remember I have cried out to God for action/answers. From the age of 5 I would watch my stepfather knock my mother unconscious...."please stop him god" but guess what all i got was silence and inaction. I have never found "comfort" or "security" in god. I believe in jesus but god the father is as much of an absentee father as my flesh n blood one was. Everyday I ask for answers....chirp chirp....nothing.

    • Electric Universe Eyes
      Electric Universe Eyes  3 days ago

      Break the cycle. I might even suggest breaking his face. I can’t stand abusers

  • SleeperNo1
    SleeperNo1 Year ago +12

    I am ready to die. Alcohol stole everything from me. I’ve been sober now for 8 months. At least when I was drunk, I felt no pain.

    • JesusHeart
      JesusHeart 6 months ago +1

      Thank YOU so much for coming back to testify about Gods faithfulness🙏❤️ God bless youuuuu!!! I have seen Gods goodness and faithfulness over and over and over again! I would be a LIAR to say that God did not keep all of His promises He recorded in the bible🙂 He IS true, although we sometimes forget about His faithfulness and blessings in the past. He always, always comes through ‘in the end’. Sometimes the difficult times show us what was hidden beneath all the praise and worship and words; that our love towards God had become conditional, that we love Him as long as He blesses and provides. But He loves us unconditionally, because we can’t provide anything for Him, not a single blessing. Atleast then, our love should be honest and unconditional towards Him, nomatter how troublesome life cn be in periods (sometimes decades), we should still just love God anyway, He deserves it❤️

    • Electric Universe Eyes
      Electric Universe Eyes  Year ago +1

      Amen, friend!!! ⚡️❤️⚡️

    • SleeperNo1
      SleeperNo1 Year ago +4

      Update: my wife and I reconciled. I got my old job back. I reconciled with my children. I have a new house. None of this would have happened if I had died. Jesus saved my soul. AA saved my life. I will have 11 months may 3, 2021.

    • Electric Universe Eyes
      Electric Universe Eyes  Year ago +1

      @SleeperNo1 Amen!!! ⚡️❤️⚡️

    • SleeperNo1
      SleeperNo1 Year ago +2

      How quickly things have changed. Right after I posted this, my life started getting rapidly better. My wife and I are rebuilding our relationship and my kids want me every day. I no longer want to die. If I surrender, God will do for me what I cannot do for myself. I had many hobbies. I flew airplanes, taught firearms classes, fished, taught in church. God can and will restore you if you surrender.

  • Alistair King
    Alistair King 11 months ago +4

    This won’t be for everyone, but there’s a book called “Wounded Warrior: A Burnout Survival Guide for Believers”, this encouraged me a bit, it’s similar stuff to what was said in the video; it’s split into two parts: the first talks about burnout and the second about the “dark night of the soul”. I personally haven’t read the first part, but the second part was encouraging as it is encouraging to hear that other people have gone through similar things and made it out better.

  • John Roberts
    John Roberts 3 months ago +3

    I get so tired of this life that I wish I would've died at birth or wish that I would've been murdered when I was a young boy , so tired of the so called family members that did my mother & me wrong ! 😞

    • Electric Universe Eyes
      Electric Universe Eyes  2 months ago +1

      My mother lived through 81 years of hell. She just passed last week. I’ve lived with much of her pain… but I learned it is passed down generation to generation. Let’s break those bonds and create something more than what we’ve known.

  • Hemant Roy
    Hemant Roy 4 months ago +2

    God, please give me a peaceful death. I am really tired off. Every time I try to make a walk you break me and force me to stumble. When I try to get up, you put me time. I have no reason to Alive🙏🙏

  • nope
    nope 9 months ago +9

    Same, his gift is more like a curse

  • T M
    T M 14 days ago +1

    I feel lost as well. I recently separated from my wife after 31 years of marriage. I initiated the separation, which was the most stupid thing that I have ever done. I did not commit fornication against her, but I did things a married man should not do. I feel so much shame and regret. I have taken all the right steps to repent, but repentance does not change the awful consequences of your sinful acts. I really want my wife back, but she wants to remain apart. I am not sure that I will get her back. I am living in an apartment now and I have been locked out of the house. She also moved out my personal belongings. I know God can forgive, but I have not forgiven myself and I am not sure that I ever well. My behavior caused a lot of hurt and pain to the woman I married years ago. I made promises to her before God and the people that attended our wedding and I broke them. Wretched man that I am! I wish God equipped us with a rewind button or gave us a time machine. I would change a lot of things. I am currently seeing a therapist and a preacher, but they cannot fix the bad things that I have done. Life is so hopeless right now and I quite frankly deserve to die. I will not commit suicide. I just wish I could escape the situation that I am in. I appreciate your message. I hope that I will be in Heaven when I die. I guess I will never be sure until that day comes.

    • Electric Universe Eyes
      Electric Universe Eyes  9 days ago

      My wife and I are getting a divorce after fifteen years and two kids. It’s been difficult to say the least. The saving grace was getting back together with my first love. The wisdom I gained from my prior two marriages taught me how to finally be a real man to the woman I love. Without all the pain we both have gone through, how would we know the difference between love and hate? I too wished I could rewind, but back to before I married the first time. Still - I wouldn’t be where & who I am today without those awful experiences and mistakes. Stay true to yourself

  • Deez Nhutz
    Deez Nhutz Year ago +15

    Been injured for a long time. My Roman Catholic mother always told me that it’ll get better. It has been 10 years now and it has only gotten worse.
    Please kill me

  • Hidden Dude
    Hidden Dude 5 months ago +4

    Simply being born is enough

  • JINHUB
    JINHUB 10 months ago +8

    I don't understand my purpose in life but all i know is that there is nothing i can do. once you're created, once your soul is created you have to suffer, there is no going back

    • Electric Universe Eyes
      Electric Universe Eyes  10 months ago +1

      Amen to that. I like to believe I chose to come into this body and challenges I’d face throughout life. Suffering is the only way to know the difference of ecstasy (true self).
      One day, the hurt will all go away and once we go back, game over man!
      I hope you play the game well from now on ⚡️❤️⚡️

  • Abhinav The best
    Abhinav The best Year ago +10

    I wish I would have never took birth I have lost all hope and I'm afraid to take my life I wish god take it as quickly as possible i am waiting for that day I have messed my life I want to restart . I don't want to live in this world.i am just passing my life and working with no enthusiasm .

    • Electric Universe Eyes
      Electric Universe Eyes  Year ago

      Just think of how your ancestors must have felt! Get well friend... it’s worth living when you realize you are not in control.

  • KSI Sadboy
    KSI Sadboy Month ago +1

    I was 8 when I prayed for him

  • Godofjoking
    Godofjoking 11 months ago +4

    God has forgotten about us. He will not save you, me or anyone. He doesn't talk to us. He doesn't let you know he is here for you. I know he ain't here for me and that's for sure.

    • Electric Universe Eyes
      Electric Universe Eyes  11 months ago +2

      I’m with you brother. Now imagine we are all a part of God having a physical experience. I wonder what and why I am sometime… even interacting with you validates I exist. 🤜🏼⚡️🤛🏻

  • Mossy Moose
    Mossy Moose Year ago +8

    Bipolar 1 on top of my grandad dying in august along with other deep rooted traumas from childhood is killing me mentally. In fact it’s exhausting me, and I just want to know why I was chosen to be the black sheep on this earth.
    I don’t know what to do anymore. Every night I go to sleep and ask why he just doesn’t kill me if he gives me such a terrible life. It’s not even a matter of being upset with him, but I am angry at him. I’m crying as I type this. I just have so much pain and I want it to end. I will not do it, but I wish he would. Just a quick stroke, aneurysm - anything. I feel hopeless, my hair is falling out, and I’m pale in the face.
    Every single day. I just want god to hear me - I want to talk to him. I want to know why it is that he chooses me to live this life of pain. A life of loneliness. A childhood of abuse. Dear God, just tell me what I’m doing wrong.

    • Amanda Valentino
      Amanda Valentino Year ago

      @mossy moose

    • Amanda Valentino
      Amanda Valentino Year ago

      Read the Bible. He hears believers just simply know he hears you because it’s the truth. You want your pain to stop take a deep breath and google a Bible verse that has to do with a specific topic. God can bless you in all things he can even give your child back to you. It can all be better and you can forget your pain. God is the same today that he was yesterday. I’m on this channel cause I’m pissed at God praying all the time for my life changing miracle and still nothing BUT he gives me other miracles and lesson. Now I know how I’m gonna handle my blessing when I get it. How not to fall in to a pit thinking about the past. You have to talk to God but to get to him believe Christ died for you and repent. Talk to God and pour your heart out say everything it doesn’t matter just don’t stop believe he exist. He will help you he will teach you and guide you. Don’t be afraid and always ask for wisdom and decrement and understanding and to be like Christ! A genius lol

    • Electric Universe Eyes
      Electric Universe Eyes  Year ago

      Have you faced any of those childhood pains? Talked with someone or that person directly? That helped me when I could let it all out to Counseler... then had the courage to let it all out to my father.. it took me 25 years to do it, but it was a relief.

  • ademola onabanjo
    ademola onabanjo 10 months ago +8

    i need God in my life, i wish i wasn't born

    • Electric Universe Eyes
      Electric Universe Eyes  10 months ago

      I like to believe we all wished to be born, knowing life would suck! Try to keep positive and do what makes you happy.

  • Pedro Fernandes
    Pedro Fernandes 4 months ago +1

    I am so glad that I love my life💜💜💜⭐⭐⭐

  • Death Star
    Death Star Month ago +1

    Honestly the lord can take my life and give it too someone else may I die in my sleep or painful death

  • Gervani Atkinson
    Gervani Atkinson Year ago +17

    Even now i wish Jesus would send s angel to take my life cause they can find reasons to kill me cause of my sins. I simply just wish i can die a peaceful and pain less death right now and for the lord to remember my sins and to take my life cause it righteous to kill a sinner

    • Mike J
      Mike J 6 months ago +2

      @JINHUB No, I believe our Lord in Heaven has paid the ultimate penalty for our sins so that we don't have to, IF you believe that He did this for us. I feel terrible depression and loneliness but I am crying out to the One who saved me.

    • JINHUB
      JINHUB 10 months ago

      But after you die, you go to hell if you have sinned and technically we have all sinned cause humans aren't perfect at all. Hence you have to always suffer even after death

    • Electric Universe Eyes
      Electric Universe Eyes  Year ago

      I bet your “sins” aren’t as bad as you think they are.. unless you’ve killed or harmed someone without defensive purpose. Many men have indoctrinated others to make them think something when it’s really another...
      Want to talk about it?

  • TH∆LLDEEZNUTZ
    TH∆LLDEEZNUTZ 5 months ago +12

    I've suffered long enough, I wish the Lord would take me back home.

  • L'Aura PINKFEATHER 2 Ascension

    me n moses got alot in common...thanks for this....my mother always seemed to quote john444 over me all the time when id express the dreams or visions....ive had elijah moment...stil here....ug....thankyou for this...thankyou.....thankyou

  • Cls. WAVE
    Cls. WAVE 9 months ago +9

    God please take me and pls don't send me again to the earth

  • sourav karmakar
    sourav karmakar 6 months ago +2

    God please take me my mother doesn’t love me he always love my small brother.god my age is become 30 nothing I had achieved in my life I am fully depressed my all friends become settled in my group god please take me

  • Brian Jones
    Brian Jones Year ago +3

    Ive suffered/suffering for a long time but I cant give up and wont cause my goals and desire are very important to me. I dont wont to die but I feel like I want to cause Im tired of suffering. I more than believe in myself and know Ill be successful but I havent had a breakthrough in 12 years now and Im dying inside everyday but my goals and desires is tbe only thing that keeps me going! Its been plenty of times Ive asked God to take me but he didnt, a lot of times I wonder 🤔 cause all Im doing is suffering and happy at the same time but Im tired though and need a breakthrough/miracle asap 🙏🙏🙏💯💯💯

    • Brian Jones
      Brian Jones 7 months ago

      Still has me suffering, living in my car now becase I got Covid from a guy at work. I just don't get it, wish it was a way around it and God but🤷🏿‍♂️

    • Brian Jones
      Brian Jones Year ago +1

      @Electric Universe Eyes Yes. Exactly! I know doors about to open for me now and receive my desires and achieve my goals 💯💯💯

    • Electric Universe Eyes
      Electric Universe Eyes  Year ago +1

      Living is quite an experience, right? It’s like the craziest game I’ve ever played and I keep trying to pass the levels... :) Things worth doing are never easy. ⚡️👍🏻👍🏼👍🏽👍🏾👍🏿⚡️

  • Battelest ·
    Battelest · 7 months ago +4

    We are all here for a purpose. My purpose is to be a looser then no thinks

  • KayraTheKebab
    KayraTheKebab Year ago +6

    me every morning:

  • truth hurts
    truth hurts Year ago +4

    My family doctor gave me opiates after my car accident where I broke my neck and back. It worked great...too great. He gave me 8 pills per day. I know he was trying to help but instead it cursed me. Now my skin went numb and every time i try to get off of them...my skin is literally being CUT AND BURNED OFF MY BODY. I AM LITERALLY LIVING IN HELL. MY HEART IS FAILING...MY LIVER IS FAILING AND THE DR SAY ITS ALL IN MY HEAD WHILE I SCREAM IN HORRIFIC PAIN FOR 2 TO 24 HOURS A DAY.
    NO DOCTOR KNOW WHAT IM TALKING ABOUT. I AM CURSED AND WILL DIE A HORRIBLE PAINFUL DEATH. PLEASE GOD KILL ME IN PEACE. I LOVE YOU GOD...PLEASE PLEASE END MY SUFFERING. MY SKIN IS BEING RIPPED FROM MY BODY. ITS HELL!!! PURE HELL!!!
    PLEASE KILL ME!!!! LET ME DIE!!!
    I HAVENT TAKEN A SHOWER IN 9 MONTHS...I HAVENT BRUSHED MY TEETH IN 9 MONTHS. MY DR QUIT AND LEFT ME WITH THIS UNGODLY PROBLEM AND NO DR BELIEVES ME. I WANT TO DIE. THE PAIN IS SO HORRIBLE I DONT WISH IT ON ANYBODY. IM SORRY GOD FOR ALL MY SIN. PLEASE PLEASE KILL ME QUICKLY!!! THE PAIN IS TOO MUCH. AND NO DR WILL HELP ME. I WISH I WAS NEVER BORN!!!!!!!!!!

    • Blessed soul😊🙏
      Blessed soul😊🙏 3 months ago

      Really touched by what you have been going through.I hope you are better now🙏

    • Electric Universe Eyes
      Electric Universe Eyes  Year ago

      =( Wow, I can't imagine what you are going through.
      Opiates are definitely a terrible and addicting drug doctors push on people. My mom and brother have had a hell of a time from it.
      Have you tried Medicinal Cannabis? Specifically the INDICA strain for body.
      I'd also suggest looking into Healing is Voltage - ru-clip.com/video/pm-Ia6vI4PA/video.html
      Remember, Doctors are just "Practicing" what they learn. It doesn't mean they KNOW how to correctly identify and correct a problem... only treat it with a bandaid drug that usually makes problems worse!

  • Star City
    Star City Month ago +3

    I believe in a God who won't believe in me. Its been over 2 years and nothing to lift this guilt, burden, and anger I feel inside I just want it to be all gone before I do something to myself or to someone else.

    • Electric Universe Eyes
      Electric Universe Eyes  Month ago

      God is a concept that means something different to everyone. I bet what you were taught God was is actually different than what you feel God is. I have my own opinion… believe in yourself. YOU are what defines God

  • Kansas City philosophy Club

    I'm the reason I believe in abortion. My mother made the wrong choice.

  • The Last Lancer
    The Last Lancer Year ago +3

    Man I've been like this for the last 20 years so...

  • Brian Cooley
    Brian Cooley Year ago +15

    I have no will to live

    • Electric Universe Eyes
      Electric Universe Eyes  Year ago +1

      'I have no choice to live'. You haven't been given the 'will to live' - you must make the 'will' to live. There's a reason you exist - embrace the BS of this modern age and make it your world and reality.

  • Eagle Thrasher
    Eagle Thrasher Year ago +9

    I want love and happiness again...

    • Godspeed
      Godspeed 10 months ago

      This comment got me into tears

    • Electric Universe Eyes
      Electric Universe Eyes  Year ago +1

      Yes! The most important things in life. Question is, do you love your self? I learned until I faced my own ego, I couldn’t give/receive love and happiness from the ones right in front of me

  • 𝕃𝕦𝕔𝕚𝕗𝕖𝕣𝕩𝔼𝕕𝕚𝕥𝕤𝟡𝟝

    We'll my parents are pretty toxic and thats not the only thing but when i thought my grandparents were my only hope, they said "i wish you were never born" and "you dont matter it doesnt matter if you die" just because they think i dont study properly... i used to get A's or like B+'s they used to be like "thats nice but you could do better" like they just want me to study 24/7 and just want me to get "marks" and it doesnt matter to them if i understand the topic or no. They changed me and broke me but they think i changed myself so i just wish i die because living is of no use and im too tired to live and even if i die i dont matter like even if i die or disappear, there's 7 billion people on the earth so as time passes they would probably forget me and stop missing me or not even miss me.
    I have a little sister and she gets most of the hugs gets asked if she's okay or no and here's me who doesnt get no hugs and nothing like "are you okay?"
    My life is just a big mess nothing else.
    Ik im too young to say this stuff but yeah...
    Im useless
    All i do is just put on a smile face and cry at night in silence. :)

    • 𝕃𝕦𝕔𝕚𝕗𝕖𝕣𝕩𝔼𝕕𝕚𝕥𝕤𝟡𝟝
      𝕃𝕦𝕔𝕚𝕗𝕖𝕣𝕩𝔼𝕕𝕚𝕥𝕤𝟡𝟝 10 months ago +1

      @Electric Universe Eyes Yup i learn from their mistakes and will never ever treat my child anything like that at all because i know how bad it hurts.
      Thanks

    • Electric Universe Eyes
      Electric Universe Eyes  10 months ago +1

      That is terrible of any parent or grandparent to say! Sounds like they have their own issues that are taken out on the next generation… happened in my family too. Abusers are often the abused. I hope for you to break that chain.
      I love my kids with all my heart. I wanted them. I want them.
      Good luck, friend. 🤜🏼⚡️🤛🏻

  • Servant of our Lord Jesus Christ

    Can I ask God to erase me from existence?

  • Rahul Verma
    Rahul Verma Year ago +5

    Why life sucks so bad.....I am just tired of this...my misery....I am unable to get further anymore....it feels to quit everything.... everyone would be better off if I die

    • Electric Universe Eyes
      Electric Universe Eyes  Year ago

      No one would be better without you. It’s easy to want to quit… ha, that comes across my mind a lot, but when you don’t give up, the result is worth it, especially the harder it is. How are you a month later?

  • Arman e
    Arman e Year ago +6

    Yep sometimes i want to die and that sometimes is always ;(

  • Verge
    Verge Month ago +1

    Everytime im an inch away from happiness its stripped away

  • Riffster
    Riffster 8 months ago +7

    I don’t want kids when I’m older but how can I kill my emotions to wanting to be with someone, when I suffer from depression, I won’t commit suicide coz I know what will come of it, but I am not having offspring Nd I really wish I wasn’t born 💯

    • Electric Universe Eyes
      Electric Universe Eyes  7 months ago +1

      Having offspring will make life more difficult, yet more rewarding. Be with someone, but I’d advise you choose someone who is capable of being your best friend. Even more so, learn self-love before you commit to a relationship. I’m 42, been with my wife 15 years this Dec, have two kids… just learned self-love this year after massive depression and egotism. Dad leaving our family @ 15 and sex change @ 18 severely messed me up. I wore a mask and hid it from the world, not knowing what masculinity was… what love was. I thought I knew. Then I knew - when I had my kids, but my wife suffered because I still had issues to work out. I created a lot of pain for years because I was too headstrong and scared to face my own issues. I wish you the best, my friend. Stay positive / you will thank yourself one day.

  • Tangela Carter
    Tangela Carter 6 months ago +8

    Thank you, but things don't seem to be improving for me. No matter how I pray and ask God for help, things just keep getting worse. I don't even know why I'm still here.

    • Electric Universe Eyes
      Electric Universe Eyes  6 months ago

      @Tangela Carter This world is extremely tough! Just remember you are never alone. ⚡️❤️⚡️

    • Tangela Carter
      Tangela Carter 6 months ago +1

      @Electric Universe Eyes Thank you for caring to respond to me. May God bless you always.❤

    • Electric Universe Eyes
      Electric Universe Eyes  6 months ago +2

      It’s always going to get worse before it gets better. God isn’t going to do anything for you. The test is for you to do it yourself. You’re still here because God isn’t done holding your feet to the fire. You’ll be stronger in the end.

  • DaisyD.Cha
    DaisyD.Cha Day ago

    Today is my bday. I planned to make the best out of it. The rainy weather didn’t stop me from feeling down. My ex, the one and lastly I truly still love ‘dm me and I felt lightening struck my heart. He was the last person who hurted my soul to the point my brain was just set to co-piloting. Lastly, I baked a cake to celebrate myself with but it was a fail. 3 strikes, you know what they say, “you’re out”. I started praying to God and Jesus to take my life already. They said God loves the broken ones because it draws them closer to Heavenly Father. Well, I’ve had it. I tried and tried and tried to the point there is no purpose. My son will be okay with his father.

  • Apog's Malcontents
    Apog's Malcontents 6 months ago +1

    Yes. And I am trying to make my way through..

  • truth hurts
    truth hurts Year ago +4

    I wish God loved me. I know he is real. His will be done. Please GOD KILL ME. THE SUFFERING IS TOO MUCH. PLEASE PLEASE FOR THE LOVE OF GOD KILL ME QUICKLY!!!!!!!!!!!

  • Jus Ng
    Jus Ng Year ago +5

    If God willing , pass this cup from me.

  • Professor Mad Lad 777
    Professor Mad Lad 777 8 months ago +7

    I'm a good person at heart but I just feel like my life has been controlled by some else it feel like i can not do anything.

  • KingNoor
    KingNoor 10 months ago +3

    I also feel very emotionally numb nowadays I just don’t feel anything I am just existing and not living.

    • Electric Universe Eyes
      Electric Universe Eyes  10 months ago +1

      I’ve been that way my friend. I’ve had consistent wake up calls lately… especially when I wake up, almost every day since a car accident 3 months ago, my right hand is usually numb. This bag of bones that hosts my ⚡️soul⚡️ has some messed up circuits.
      It’s making me think about what I’ve been doing my whole life and for who… I chased the paycheck and sense of security. Now I’m watching my kids grow and realizing I’m not invincible. I’m reassessing what “living” means and how I can make the most of what I’ve got to experience.
      I hope whatever you are going through gets better.

  • Luckson Simte
    Luckson Simte 2 months ago +1

    I promise myself i would never take my own life.. But it gets harder to live life everyday.. Its so hard but no one ever realised that i needed help that i could not ask anyone..

  • Lily
    Lily 12 days ago +1

    When he was explaining some reasons of why you would feel like that I was confused at myself of why I feel this why cuz honestly nothing is causing it. I guess it's just stress or something

  • atlsong byrd
    atlsong byrd 6 months ago +5

    I wish I was never born because I made so many mistakes and hurt a lot of people

    • Electric Universe Eyes
      Electric Universe Eyes  6 months ago

      It’s human nature. Once you know better, choosing to do the same or not is what makes you… not your past. No one can judge you but yourself. Decide how you’ll live your life from now on and perhaps you can forgive yourself before asking those you’ve hurt to forgive your mistakes.

    • Damon Nugent
      Damon Nugent 6 months ago

      Same.

  • EraseRewind
    EraseRewind 4 months ago +1

    God, free the people around me by taking me from this earth, through Jesus Christ saviour of the world, Amen.

  • Brandi Gutierrez
    Brandi Gutierrez 7 months ago +1

    Im my worst enemy and tired of feeling like a prisoner of my own self and grieving everyday for fall out of his will and don't know how to find my way back.

    • Electric Universe Eyes
      Electric Universe Eyes  7 months ago

      I’ve been the same my entire life. It took me almost dying from Covid to realize I’ve been making my own hell - ignoring those I love, using drugs & alcohol as tools of escapism, and ignoring the most important person in the world, ME!
      I don’t know what you are going through, but you will never /find/ your way back. You must MAKE your way back by wanting and creating.
      You are never alone.

  • Music Traveler PH
    Music Traveler PH Year ago +3

    This is what Im thinking right now, If it wasnt for my son and daughter I wanna die

    • Electric Universe Eyes
      Electric Universe Eyes  Year ago +1

      Family has always kept me going. Hold them close to your heart... family is forever, even when our bodies give up and let our soul free. Be well, friend.

  • KingNoor
    KingNoor 10 months ago +2

    Sometimes I am very confused. I want to live but then I don’t want to live. I really don’t even want to die I really just want to live without so much stress and anxiety. Nowadays I’ve started pray to God to just take me away from this world.

  • Allesannel
    Allesannel 4 months ago +1

    God I've prayed and prayed and I'm not sure if I belive you or not, what have I done to deserve all this? I know I sin I try to stop but the addiction creeps onto me, I just wish for the pain to stop. Why does so many people attack me both physically and mentally? I've been forced to do so many things, horrible things, things I want to die for, why what did I do?

    • Electric Universe Eyes
      Electric Universe Eyes  3 months ago

      Addictions are hard to break. Perhaps once you are ultimately broken, you’ll choose to do so. I let others take advantage of me. It was my choice. I’ve been a drug addict turned alcoholic for 25 years until last year when I almost died from Covid. I’ve stopped all vices except coffee and never felt better. I’m no longer in an abusive relationship. I stand up to family and friends. I care about my health.

  • Jake Baker
    Jake Baker 10 months ago +3

    Feeling like passing help lord

  • Kenneth Ray
    Kenneth Ray 5 months ago +2

    I ask God to just take my life I'm not a strong person, my family and close friends are gone, bad things just keep on happening to me, I pray and try to talk to God but I still get nowhere, lately death is a comforting thought to me. I don't know what to do anymore, God please help me!

    • Electric Universe Eyes
      Electric Universe Eyes  5 months ago

      I like to think that every time something terrible happens to me, I’m being thrown in the fire to be pulled out and beaten again - like a sword being tempered over and over, until I’m so damn strong I can cut through anything life brings my way. I wish the both of you the best if whatever is left this world throws your way

    • Ivan Jake
      Ivan Jake 5 months ago +1

      Death is a comforting thought for me as well. I don't know what to do with all the pain in living everyday but atleast I know in death it goes away. And that truly gives me comfort at night.

  • KingNoor
    KingNoor 10 months ago +2

    I changed to become a better person. I pray daily but still everyday is stressful.

  • XRENEGADE87X Channel
    XRENEGADE87X Channel 5 months ago +4

    I don’t want to die I just want to get away from people

    • Electric Universe Eyes
      Electric Universe Eyes  5 months ago

      Find a way my friend. Remember that when you are saying yes to something, you are also saying no to something else. Don’t always be a “yes man” for your own sanity.

  • BOOK OF MICHAEL
    BOOK OF MICHAEL Year ago +6

    On average 70 years of life over half is worked at a job you hate just for the sake of survival. Then we’re already sinners so it’s a lifetime of meaningless just to spend an eternity in hell. Why not just send me there now?

    • Electric Universe Eyes
      Electric Universe Eyes  Year ago

      Do what you love and never work again. Make your mind a prison or make it a playground. Only YOU can do it.

  • bipola telly
    bipola telly 2 years ago +1

    Never....
    No matter how bad things get, things can always get worse....
    So.... no, never.

  • D'unte Fulton
    D'unte Fulton Month ago +2

    I don’t wanna die but I wish I was never born or just didn’t exist

  • Kansas City philosophy Club

    All the time.

  • TiOZÃO
    TiOZÃO 18 days ago +1

    Death, just as the physical realm, is but an ILLUSION which lives in the minds of the blind and the ignorant.

  • Jugram Haschwalth
    Jugram Haschwalth 6 months ago +1

    Death is Solution to Every problems...no Man no Problem...
    ~Joseph Stalin

  • Kalan You
    Kalan You Year ago +2

    God has as much to do with my life as Santa Claus did

    • Electric Universe Eyes
      Electric Universe Eyes  Year ago +1

      The Saturn Hypothesis - ru-clip.com/video/uk2WePWjBRw/video.html

    • Electric Universe Eyes
      Electric Universe Eyes  Year ago +1

      Interesting... did you know the Santa Claus archetype comes from the ancient belief and record of Saturn persisting at our celestial North Pole for a time?

  • Varen Ayyar#RoadTo100

    God kill me i hate life please Take me back to heaven lord jesus christ

  • ANUPAMA HALDAR
    ANUPAMA HALDAR Month ago +1

    Jesus,please call me home.

  • Maxi
    Maxi 9 months ago +3

    I just want to say all of you commenting on this video saying you want to die. I’m sorry you feel so defeated by life it is hard and it’s only going to get more difficult. But the only way to get through life is to surround yourself with positive people who you love and that love you. You might want to go through life alone but only fools go on a long journey alone.

    • Free Dom
      Free Dom 6 months ago +1

      Some are not alone by choice. Not all hearts can hold on so long. May the custodian of our souls do with us as He wills. I'm tired

    • Electric Universe Eyes
      Electric Universe Eyes  9 months ago

      Amen!!

  • J Money
    J Money 3 months ago +1

    Stay strong people !

    • J Money
      J Money 3 months ago +1

      And Well Always
      SIEGE HELL

    • J Money
      J Money 3 months ago +1

      Never give up and never surrender .
      Rebel at death .
      Live to build a better tomorrow. There's always another way.

  • Blessed soul😊🙏
    Blessed soul😊🙏 3 months ago +2

    Glad I found this message. Today,I wrote a letter to God asking Him to take away my life.Many bad things happened to me in quick succession,I was dumped by a man I was engaged to,was physically assaulted at work,lost the job,was robbed of my belongings and scammed money.I have been severely depressed lately and I always find myself crying,regretting and talking to myself. But after learning that even the Bible heroes went through the same thoughts of dying and yet overcame has given me a source of strength.Lord,please hear my cry and save me.I know my life is beyond hopeless but You are able to restore it.I give it up to You.AMEN🙏🙏

    • Electric Universe Eyes
      Electric Universe Eyes  3 months ago +1

      This life is a constant challenge. Glad to see your strength. You got this!

  • Kayla McNutt
    Kayla McNutt Month ago +1

    🙄 Nothing like reading a book rewrote a MILLION TIMES... but lets believe it.... NO book has been rewritten MORE then this book.... yeah with pure souls....
    .. ignorant

  • Noel Abrera
    Noel Abrera 4 months ago +2

    Please let me just go to sleep and never wake up

  • Eduard Rutetskyy
    Eduard Rutetskyy 2 months ago +1

    Thank you

  • Temperenc eLe menTeL
    Temperenc eLe menTeL 2 years ago +4

    Or, if his stories, followers, preachers, Church, and liars never scribed words originally, blood dripping from pages, and millions of body bags would never have ever occured...🙏 Their book wasn't truth, in the beginning.

    • Ben Winter
      Ben Winter 2 years ago +2

      @Electric Universe Eyes
      Jesus was Mars in bible allegory . . it's code (they don't make Jews like Jesus anymore because 'Jesus' was't a Jew)
      Jesus/Mars . . Gods 'son' was given to Earth by God/Saturn/Satan (the electric Birkeland plasma discharge 'pillar' when Mars oscillated close to Earth) . . but who then became our saviour when he died on the 'cross' of Venus's directly behind four pointed electric plasma discharge & shielded us from certain Birkeland current death , Mars being an verdant sister/brother planet to Earth . . born together with us & mother Saturn (called Satan after the wars in heaven) during the original Z pinch event , it was current Sun Helios's electric current that fried/nailed to the cross . . Jesus/Mars . . . the wars in heaven etc

    • Temperenc eLe menTeL
      Temperenc eLe menTeL 2 years ago +1

      The book points astrology, skies, it's only redeeming quality.they shouldn't have lied about it.. Fomalhaut, will be One to watch, 2020 vision to their sphinx, the lion and The Lim.🙏

    • Temperenc eLe menTeL
      Temperenc eLe menTeL 2 years ago +1

      @Electric Universe Eyes if, you be lie ve in J's that were invented, in language, after the belief raised.

    • Electric Universe Eyes
      Electric Universe Eyes  2 years ago +1

      Tre Subject to correct interpretation. 30% of Jesus’ teachings were in parables.

  • Jhaze I
    Jhaze I Month ago +2

    I wish I was never born but I don’t want to die I don’t want to make my family sad even tho I’m sad I scared of lots of things and I wish I wasn’t I with I was always happy

    • Jhaze I
      Jhaze I Month ago +1

      I want my family to be happy

    • Jhaze I
      Jhaze I Month ago +1

      I meant to say my family happy

  • Kathy Petersen
    Kathy Petersen 2 months ago +2

    Family wants me gone.. why won’t god give them what they want?

  • Scientific Lee
    Scientific Lee 2 years ago +3

    thanks brother.

  • HAL900032
    HAL900032 2 years ago +11

    Im dying every day after my 12 hours shift...

    • Electric Universe Eyes
      Electric Universe Eyes  Year ago +1

      @HAL900032 I feel you. I spent the month of March moving 65 tons of rock from
      200 miles away. I certainly feel stronger now ;)

    • HAL900032
      HAL900032 Year ago +1

      @Electric Universe Eyes you have to do whatever you got to do.

    • That Nigga Tomioka
      That Nigga Tomioka Year ago +1

      Basically me

    • Electric Universe Eyes
      Electric Universe Eyes  2 years ago

      HAL900032 Yikes! 12 hours is rough. I used to do that in a retail environment. People can be so mean. I can’t imagine some of the the long hour physical jobs like working on an oil rig.... or like my grandpa who quit 8th grade to go work in the Pennsylvania Coal Mines to help the family eat... :/

  • Lisa T
    Lisa T 11 months ago +5

    I thought this would help me, but I'm just pissed off, more!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!