The Dark Side of Being a YouTuber


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  • cutiecaryn
    cutiecaryn  11 дней назад +8368

    I'm in tears posting this video. I've wanted to speak up about this FOR SO LONG! but I never felt safe/ready enough because of all the pain this experience caused me. What I want people to get out of this video is to NOT GIVE UP. Do not listen to the distractions. Keep striving. It's the people that are deemed "crazy" that end up changing the world.

    • Elizabeth Cortez
      Elizabeth Cortez 11 часов назад

      Plz plz plz see this comment
      Where have u been baby girl
      This video popped up in just the right time
      Im hooked and new subscriber
      Im 27 work two jobs and im so miserable
      My dreams and passions is acting and dancing
      Long short i want to be a you tuber so bad i have tons of goals and great ideas and most of all help young girls all over the world

      But this topic exactly scares me
      I've had hate and bullies my whole life and i care so much about what others think of me
      Its so hard to even start something that im so passionate about knowing i will get hate and its not gping to be easy
      Im so sorry this happen to u your stronf and beautiful and happy to see yout still doing utube till this day
      What comes around goes around dont worry hun
      Let go and let god
      They will get what they deserve

    • Sincerely, Kristen
      Sincerely, Kristen 13 часов назад

      I've been through way much more with an abusive ex then your experience alone and I'm clearly not a big channel...yet. But perhaps I should do a "storytime" too, might give you all nightmares but I'll make my money's worth right?! 🤦‍♀️🤷‍♀️👍

    • Angelina Cruz
      Angelina Cruz 14 часов назад

      I feel so bad for you,People are so messed up.

    • Jacqueline Brown
      Jacqueline Brown 14 часов назад


    • alicekatie726
      alicekatie726 14 часов назад

      Ur so 💪🏻

  • Josefina Baltazar
    Josefina Baltazar 4 минуты назад

    Don’t ever stop doing youtube honestly I was thinking about recently staring my first RU-clip video and you have really good content they are just jealous that you are successful and they just wanna hate on that❤️❤️

  • Josefina Baltazar
    Josefina Baltazar 5 минут назад

    I live in AZ 😍❤️

  • Angiee 123
    Angiee 123 18 минут назад +1

    *Shane Dawson has enter the chat*

  • Jamie Días
    Jamie Días 24 минуты назад

    What’s your sisters channel?

  • Oofu
    Oofu 44 минуты назад

    ew, I'm drinking milk right now DX

  • Jade Garza
    Jade Garza 54 минуты назад

    Wtf is wrong with people

  • Diana and Kathy's life
    Diana and Kathy's life 55 минут назад

    I love this ❤️❤️❤️

  • natalie corcoran
    natalie corcoran Час назад

    i wouldn't even be saying the dynamic of your house..where ur bedroom is how no one else is down CAREFULLLL

  • Shyla Saunders
    Shyla Saunders 2 часа назад

    Wait so you didn’t press charges or anything?

  • Mahilet Berhe
    Mahilet Berhe 2 часа назад

    i'm glad that you didn't keep their privacy secret, because they didn't keep your's...

  • Ashey Jimenez
    Ashey Jimenez 2 часа назад

    On this episode of “RU-clip recommended this video to me” for weeks and I finally decided to watch it - here we go. Buckle up.

  • Mahilet Berhe
    Mahilet Berhe 2 часа назад

    hes so fucking salty i swear >:L

  • Awkward Maria
    Awkward Maria 3 часа назад

    *Shane Dawson should see this*

  • AP3X PR3D4T0R
    AP3X PR3D4T0R 3 часа назад

    Ur pretty😍

  • Yasmine •
    Yasmine • 3 часа назад

    And this ladies and gentlemen is why I don’t post my self on social media

  • Pamela Beltran
    Pamela Beltran 3 часа назад

    your nail fell of if you didnt notice

  • 1000 subscribers with no videos
    1000 subscribers with no videos 3 часа назад +1

    Damn they literally have no life if they need to know where u are, doing this, and spending hundreds of dollars to do this 🤣

  • AMER
    AMER 4 часа назад

    This could be a movie script. Home Alone 4?

  • Ben Blue
    Ben Blue 4 часа назад

    This is such a fucked story.
    I loved your message at the end 💙💙

  • natalie tiller
    natalie tiller 4 часа назад

    ur sooo prettyyy

  • babygirlnina
    babygirlnina 5 часов назад

    watched all 35+ minutes and I'm just really sorry that this happened to you I could never imagine hoe aggravated this must be to your family :( I hope everything gets better, hope u and ur sister and family are keeping your head up

  • Grace Stewart
    Grace Stewart 5 часов назад

    Those people are disgusting. This is my first time watching you and u seam like a wonderful girl and have no reason to be treated that way.never think it was ur fault because you are a beautiful girl and should never be treated that way. 💖

  • Official Arii !
    Official Arii ! 6 часов назад

    Bro. This should go on the Netflix series, “American Vandal”

  • Alyssa Rivas
    Alyssa Rivas 6 часов назад

    Any body else notice that her nail fell off and then she put it can on a couple minutes later?lmao

  • GhostChips
    GhostChips 6 часов назад

    Moral of the story: Police are trash

  • Official Arii !
    Official Arii ! 6 часов назад

    your strong sis, that’s all I gotta say. ✊🏼💞

  • Shannon Fitzpatrick
    Shannon Fitzpatrick 6 часов назад

    zach and michael are my brothers names what

  • Bbycee
    Bbycee 6 часов назад

    Lmaoo you can tell you exaggerated the truth. Lol it’s pretty funny tbh. 🤣

  • mary yelda
    mary yelda 6 часов назад

    wow... those HATERS HATE for no reason.. They are basically the definition of shit. I mean what they did was stupid.

  • Sherrisa Balzly
    Sherrisa Balzly 6 часов назад

    Why is there so many dislikes On this video!?

  • BubbleGumPeel
    BubbleGumPeel 6 часов назад +1

    Im in az i love ur vids i hope i can meet you and now my chance is like, 10% higher yayayayay

  • mary yelda
    mary yelda 7 часов назад

    Well now I am not really wanna have my OWN youtube channel. 😐

  • TalkswithMyself
    TalkswithMyself 7 часов назад

    “A WITCH HUNT”???? WTF

  • B
    B 7 часов назад


  • Humera mochi
    Humera mochi 7 часов назад


  • Aero 21
    Aero 21 7 часов назад

    This happened in Nebraska!? Let me lock my door real quick.

  • Chanda Nov
    Chanda Nov 7 часов назад

    You are so beautiful!

  • A- Ley
    A- Ley 7 часов назад

    She’s so good at telling story’s and having details like j suck at telling story’s

  • Gaby Arias
    Gaby Arias 7 часов назад

    Should have cameras from the start

  • Danielle Boyer
    Danielle Boyer 7 часов назад

    I appreciate this. I’m not a RU-clipr but my work has caused stalking, drones spying on my house, and insane social media stuff. It’s crazy feeling unsafe all the time. Thanks for speaking up about this

  • * jasmine *
    * jasmine * 7 часов назад

    are you fucking kidding me???? SPERM? oh my god i am LITERALLY disgusted.

  • Sana Joo
    Sana Joo 7 часов назад

    Well thanks to those haters she has lots of views in this video 😏thank you hater🙏🏼✌🏼️

  • Aero 21
    Aero 21 7 часов назад

    *Damn she did better investigative work than the police.*

  • selenator for life
    selenator for life 7 часов назад

    I was expecting it to me nightime but okay

  • Lala Bowlz
    Lala Bowlz 7 часов назад

    ok this went on for a month? it could have ended the FIRST night (or really early morning) if they checked the DNA, like the sperm, piss, and the even could have checked for fingerprints on the milk jugs but they decided to just wait

  • d i a m o n d
    d i a m o n d 8 часов назад


  • Curius Fox
    Curius Fox 8 часов назад

    Are they stupid? tons of DNA ..... Oh lord..Stay safe, protect yourself, also vinegar works wonders with those kind of smells

  • Sophia Cantu
    Sophia Cantu 8 часов назад

    You are such a strong woman and this video had such a great meaning to not giving up even with things are so tough💗

  • Rhiannon Ruth
    Rhiannon Ruth 8 часов назад

    Like y’all gotta be some Columbo type detectives to just assume cum.. or should I say “Cumlumbo” .

  • Rhiannon Ruth
    Rhiannon Ruth 8 часов назад


  • Samiha Rahman
    Samiha Rahman 8 часов назад

    they should have been put in the jail

  • AVLC Productions
    AVLC Productions 8 часов назад

    You kind of sound like zendaya

  • Platinum Mommy Makeup
    Platinum Mommy Makeup 9 часов назад

    I am so sorry this happened to you, some people just have nothing better to do than hurt others.

  • Tatianna Todd
    Tatianna Todd 9 часов назад +1

    Those boys=the poop

  • Cheyenne Zebeau
    Cheyenne Zebeau 9 часов назад

    I LOVE YOU. So proud of the strength and grace you portray through all of this. The rest is just background noise.

  • Keevan Norton
    Keevan Norton 9 часов назад

    i watched the full video. those kids are sick.

  • peter piper
    peter piper 9 часов назад


  • beats One
    beats One 9 часов назад +2видео.html I feel bad for you

  • Onna Crittendon
    Onna Crittendon 10 часов назад


  • iconoclast443556
    iconoclast443556 10 часов назад

    It's seriously complete bullshit that they aren't in jail. What the fuck.

  • Taylor Tran
    Taylor Tran 10 часов назад

    This is disgusting. It's 2019 grow up people.

  • Taylor Dawson
    Taylor Dawson 10 часов назад

    I’m so sorry this happened to you. The ending was so inspirational, though, so glad I watched all the way through. My husband and I are posting our first video tomorrow and not gonna lie, I’m a little scared about sharing my life on the internet, so thank you for the encouragement! (And no this comment isn’t me trying to get views, the channel I’m commenting under isn’t even the channel I’m going to be posting videos on lol.)

  • Paige Petsche
    Paige Petsche 10 часов назад

    I can relate to this on so many levels my situation wasn’t as bad but it was freaky and I will never forget what happened. ( also coming to my house and doing stuff etc)

  • Reeree Fox
    Reeree Fox 10 часов назад

    Stay stronge and break their hand

  • Jillian McGlothlin
    Jillian McGlothlin 10 часов назад

    I live in Nebraska and will tell you majority of the police are not very helpful

  • Artsy Sunflower
    Artsy Sunflower 10 часов назад

    I wouldv'e gone crazy if this happened to me. You are so so strong! I'm so glad you could recover from this situation...Yo go girl!!

  • Purple Violets
    Purple Violets 10 часов назад

    30:57 ,,Yup we got him''

  • Daniel Ayala
    Daniel Ayala 10 часов назад

    You went so into depth with the story that when you said the cop called back and said they found him it even felt like a victory for me lol. But I'm glad you were able to get that peace of mind back and keep following your dreams. People are always going to criticize but shut out that outside noise and continue to Grow, Learn, and just take in all that life has to offer.

  • Yaryrocasio
    Yaryrocasio 11 часов назад

    I def would of pressed charges fuck their parents and “talking”. Sometimes those same parents are the same reason why they’re doing those things because they’re constantly bailing them out

  • Ezmah Jane
    Ezmah Jane 11 часов назад +1

    Ughh this is a long video but a good one

  • Stacy Brina
    Stacy Brina 11 часов назад

    I finally watched it

  • Yaryrocasio
    Yaryrocasio 11 часов назад

    Fuck the first cop smh

  • maryansley101
    maryansley101 11 часов назад

    this has been in my recommended for so long, i finally watched it and it so shook. i don’t even watch you but i feel so bad. people are sick and need serious help.

  • Yaryrocasio
    Yaryrocasio 11 часов назад

    Also.. Them saying leave RU-clip is like a threat

  • Yaryrocasio
    Yaryrocasio 11 часов назад

    Girrrrl you should go for detective

  • Jazmyn Harris
    Jazmyn Harris 11 часов назад

    She should be a whole detective like you would be so good at that

    REILLY A 11 часов назад +6

    *Shane Dawson has entered the chat.*

  • Syrene Matin
    Syrene Matin 11 часов назад

    Adam's apple?

  • Candy Knight
    Candy Knight 11 часов назад

    Wut I wood take the place of paper 📝 grade the pop and say no your content is shit

  • Nicole Canaleta
    Nicole Canaleta 11 часов назад

    just another amazing example of how your current situation is not your final destination. thank you so much for sharing your story

  • Candy Knight
    Candy Knight 11 часов назад

    Did sums one like drug him to for git

  • Loca Cola
    Loca Cola 11 часов назад

    r u fucking kidding me ????? smfh gross

  • Candy Knight
    Candy Knight 11 часов назад

    I hag out with people like this and I don’t think it that grow

  • Like If You Agree
    Like If You Agree 11 часов назад

    Most likely it was another RU-clipr.

  • Janet Goncharenko
    Janet Goncharenko 12 часов назад

    Why didn’t they DNA the sperm? They would’ve found out who it was right away.

  • Candy Knight
    Candy Knight 12 часов назад

    It won’t let me subscribe

  • nova alvarez
    nova alvarez 12 часов назад

    I would’ve beat their asses

  • Jazmin Martinez
    Jazmin Martinez 12 часов назад

    Girl I love you sis,Thanks for making my day Caryn!!!!

  • Watermelon_Cotton Gamer
    Watermelon_Cotton Gamer 12 часов назад +1

    I loved this.

  • Madison Davis789
    Madison Davis789 12 часов назад

    “ Michael “ is guilty because he said here I was at 1 am like bro I ain’t need to know all that

  • Maria Bermudez
    Maria Bermudez 12 часов назад

    Oh im so sorry for you i like your video😊

  • CreativelyNelly
    CreativelyNelly 12 часов назад

    You should’ve pressed charges and made their families pay for the damages to your house and emotional distress. I had anxiety just listening to this

  • Ruby y
    Ruby y 12 часов назад

    You just got a new subscriber I'm so sorry ❤❤

  • Paola Delgado
    Paola Delgado 12 часов назад

    Ur so amazing and strong ❤️

  • carly sanders
    carly sanders 12 часов назад

    Ilysm and u are soo strong..💖

  • isabelle b
    isabelle b 12 часов назад

    that is absolutely horrible. I am so sorry for everything those boys put you through, that’s just sick. I watched the whole video & just wow, people can be so cruel sometimes. i hope you are doing well!!💛

  • Becks
    Becks 12 часов назад

    Your video has been on my recommendations so many times!!

  • Gabriela Ponurski
    Gabriela Ponurski 12 часов назад

    They're just jealous :( They're just four big pieces of @$#%. I'm so glad you're safe now. I knew you'd make it.

  • Kambria
    Kambria 12 часов назад

    They're lucky they didn't get SHOT. Please, COME BACK TO MY HOUSE AGAIN FUCKERS *lockednloaded* I'm sorry some humans are literal piecers.