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  • lacy kurtzhals
    lacy kurtzhals 5 hours ago

    You are so strong and so beautiful and you are truly you. Nothing has changed. You have always been so inspiring and so powerful.

  • Alicia Brookes
    Alicia Brookes 5 hours ago

    your amazing🥺💗

  • meryem Can
    meryem Can 5 hours ago

    oau oandırful

  • Isa Huijbregts
    Isa Huijbregts 5 hours ago

    Ben jij ook nederlands

  • Berenisee Ramos
    Berenisee Ramos 5 hours ago

    Your always going to be Nikkie no matter what. It doesn't change a thing

  • Cayden Davies
    Cayden Davies 5 hours ago

    Nikkween (nick-queen) as a drag name

  • Black Rainbow
    Black Rainbow 5 hours ago

    That's why u are a queen honey ♥

  • Green Envy
    Green Envy 5 hours ago

    Already getting emotional watching this. Love how there are FAR more likes than dislikes. Nikkie, you are amazing!

  • Andrea George
    Andrea George 5 hours ago

    You are awesome 👏🏻! Thanks for sharing

  • marco zanga
    marco zanga 5 hours ago

    Respect for you. So proud.

  • Yeşim N.
    Yeşim N. 5 hours ago

    Why you don't have pimpless😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

  • ilia maili
    ilia maili 5 hours ago

    i lovee uu i proouud u as a trans woman

  • Fionn Madden
    Fionn Madden 5 hours ago

    You're such a queen I support u 100%

  • Veveyantie Imus
    Veveyantie Imus 5 hours ago


  • Raina Trent
    Raina Trent 5 hours ago

    The quiver in her voice absolutely made me want to cry

  • Emir Hadzic
    Emir Hadzic 5 hours ago

    So, where's the proof of you being a boy?! You want me to believe you just listening you saying it so? Or are you a part of trans propaganda!

  • eddie 1707
    eddie 1707 5 hours ago

    Someone should invent a bob Ross white noise machine

  • Heidi Handley
    Heidi Handley 5 hours ago

    I had my makeup done in peaches and cream makeup studio in Liverpool it was the bombest thing ever

  • Ludmi Freyre
    Ludmi Freyre 5 hours ago

    Like si vienes a ver si parecía niño después del chisme xd

  • Brandie Vazquez
    Brandie Vazquez 5 hours ago

    Gender doesn't define who you are! What you put out in your life is what defines you as a PERSON!!!! With all my love and respect!

  • Luana A
    Luana A 5 hours ago

    She’s teeth is yellow..not good for one of the highest pay model

  • Kayla Tremblay
    Kayla Tremblay 5 hours ago

    18:49 had to turn it down because I didn't want my parents to me like "WHAT ARE YOU WATCHING"

  • Route.Sixty. Whatever

    When I was younger (about 7 years ago) me and my big sister always watched you when ever we went on RU-clip and you are one of the most inspiring RU-cliprs for me out there I've cried tears of joy for you and then I thought about coming out and cried tears of fear but I just brushed that aside because I'm so proud ❤️ I hope 2020 gives you alot of happiness from now on ❤️ -your local pre-teen trans boi Alec

  • only taksim dayı
    only taksim dayı 5 hours ago

    You r both beautiful 😍😇

  • Matthew Moore
    Matthew Moore 5 hours ago

    You are fantastic. Just keep being you xx

  • Patric Verlinden
    Patric Verlinden 5 hours ago

    You are amazing....

  • sourpetals
    sourpetals 5 hours ago

    im literally so proud of u 🥺😭💖🌺✊

  • Amy van de Korput
    Amy van de Korput 5 hours ago

    Dit is echt een leuke video Like als je ook uit Nederland komt👍

  • official savie
    official savie 5 hours ago


  • Mary A
    Mary A 6 hours ago

    It's sad that our society has put a name on things that aren't what our appearance projects. I stand by you as a women. You are and will always be a women to me either natural or trans.

  • Rebecca Jarjoura
    Rebecca Jarjoura 6 hours ago

    I hate the fact that a lot of people are scared of saying that they are gay/bi/trans because of all these trolls out there. Thank you Nikkie for sharing your story with us it's a very sensitive and emotional one ❤️❤️we're all with youu 💖💖

  • Darcy Hess
    Darcy Hess 6 hours ago

    Here’s a new one. I’m glad she came out, because it put her on my radar. Idk if I ever would’ve found her otherwise, and I’m LIVING for her videos. She is a goddess.

  • official savie
    official savie 6 hours ago

    Im soooo proud that u tell it! If i can choose who i can be i will choose u! ♡♡ im always being at your side!! I will kill all haters ☆♡ im todely me! ❤

  • Julie Wolfe
    Julie Wolfe 6 hours ago

    Hello Nikkie! I’m a long time subscriber and first time commenter. I love your channel. Always have...still do. I love watching you do make up. I love your sense of humor. I love your Dutch word of the day! You are a beautiful vrouw. I’d already seen your older videos....I’m impressed with how you’ve grown as a presenter and how fantastic your English is! I am a big and tall woman. That can be hard sometimes. I can’t imagine what you’ve been through. Please know that your RU-clip family loves you. I’m a mom...your mom is inspiring me and a reminder that love is the most powerful thing you can do for your kids and for others too. Love you beautiful, powerful vrouw!!!!

  • coco awesome
    coco awesome 6 hours ago


  • jhiselebardot
    jhiselebardot 6 hours ago

    I thought ages ago in one of her earliest YT videos she said her mom was a makeup artist and did makeup for a living and that’s who she learned how to do her makeup from 🤔 b

  • natsuki kawaii
    natsuki kawaii 6 hours ago

    I never did makeup for school

  • TheSpaceShrimp
    TheSpaceShrimp 6 hours ago


  • Nout Looms
    Nout Looms 6 hours ago

    Nederland iemand?

  • MrBibi86
    MrBibi86 6 hours ago

    *3 years later Shane has his own makeup line*

  • Alexis Nibarger
    Alexis Nibarger 6 hours ago

    Nikkie! You are beautiful in every way! We live you so so much, and thank you for sharing this with us!😊❤️❤️✨✨

  • Bruh beans
    Bruh beans 6 hours ago

    A collaboration or never knew I needed

  • Jatoryaah Desouza
    Jatoryaah Desouza 6 hours ago

    I love how she does her eyes

  • Leon Lapide
    Leon Lapide 6 hours ago

    This is beautiful make up. Kim looks unreal. She turned to a really different texture

  • Talent Factor Global

    Kinda weird to know people would profit from her story but I suppose she is too I guess.

  • Cynthia Ottens
    Cynthia Ottens 6 hours ago

    O MY GOD I’m feeling nothing Because you’re the same Nikki that I saw for the first time on youtube Voor de duidelijkheid, ik ben dus ook Nederlands!! Hollandeeeerssss, hééeeeeeeee Nee srs, je bent toch gewoon Nikki Nou ja, je bent HELEMAAL niet normaal. Je hebt freaking miljoenen abonnees! Maar goed ik wilde dus even zeggen dat je gewoon een vrouw bent. Toch?

  • sandip saindane
    sandip saindane 6 hours ago


  • Talent Factor Global

    Kinda makes sense that the youtube makeup industry is dominated by trans, gay, guys gender noncorforming etc because they use makeup as a tool to create an illusion so they master it to an extent that perhaps other wouldn't feel the need too.

  • Sophia Renting
    Sophia Renting 6 hours ago

    Lmao, het is zo grappig om alle reacties hier te lezen XD

  • Giulia B
    Giulia B 6 hours ago

    I love the way you do your makeup, it looks very good on you!

  • Talent Factor Global

    Did anyone think this before cause I had no clue? 💕

  • Bente Frölich Melanie Martinez fan

    Your my QWEEN 👑❤️❤️❤️

  • Talent Factor Global

    Why is there so many transwomen and not that many transmen in comparison.

  • _becky _ym
    _becky _ym 6 hours ago

    9:53 fucking MOOOOD

  • johnny lavoy
    johnny lavoy 6 hours ago

    Ok just curious of now knowing Nikki is trans, how is she so ignorant to A tuck ?

  • ZannaMint
    ZannaMint 6 hours ago

    You two are so cute. I wish you a long great life together!

  • carolina lluberes
    carolina lluberes 6 hours ago


  • Nafia Saeed
    Nafia Saeed 6 hours ago

    but she sounds soooo woman .. her voice it is kind of impossible to have so soft nice voice. trans however they try to look like woman .. their voice sure is more manly .. but nikkie !!

  • Heather Chantler
    Heather Chantler 6 hours ago

    Wow - I’ve just found you today and seen this. Mikai watching over you all and his spirit energy is so real. Blessings

  • lolitzavaliz08
    lolitzavaliz08 6 hours ago

    Nikkie, I love you, no like I STAN YOU, but Maybelliene tests on animals , just thnik about that the next time you buy that Thanks, Love you! 😘😘

  • Amber van 't Hof
    Amber van 't Hof 6 hours ago

    Real respect and you just have to be how you want to be❤❤

  • Laura Gossett
    Laura Gossett 6 hours ago

    Omg he did awesome U guys are sooooo cute and funny. I laughed so hard. Eyebrows are um. Lol. Love u both soooo mich thank u for always inspiring me. Love u

  • Амила Обрадобац

    I can’t get over the different head shape sizes 😭

  • tania estrada
    tania estrada 6 hours ago


  • Megan Wertzbar
    Megan Wertzbar 6 hours ago

    Green is my favorite color 😅💚

  • Wiwi Delande
    Wiwi Delande 6 hours ago

    IK BEN ZO TROTS OP U !!!!!! En jij blijft nog steeds geweldig !!!!😍🥰🥰🥰🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳

  • wtftasha
    wtftasha 6 hours ago

    I'm so proud of you, baby girl. 💖💙💖

  • Ben
    Ben 6 hours ago

    The background music isn’t dramatic at all 😂

  • Roni Dagan
    Roni Dagan 6 hours ago

    Your a queen

  • Nina Santos
    Nina Santos 6 hours ago

    I love u girl ❤️ I’m so happy for u 💪🏼 ❤️💜💙💚💛🧡

  • Parta Canna
    Parta Canna 7 hours ago

    My initials are pc.

  • Gin
    Gin 7 hours ago

    Found my wig, guys!! We're good

  • Myka Florano
    Myka Florano 7 hours ago


  • milk0.o
    milk0.o 7 hours ago

    Who’s here after her coming out?

  • Selin Ay
    Selin Ay 7 hours ago

    I love you Nikke

  • Aiden De Prins
    Aiden De Prins 7 hours ago

    So cute 😍 and you really can see that’s your mother ☺️

  • Little Green Lights
    Little Green Lights 7 hours ago

    I like all of Jeffree's products

  • Dani Hansen33
    Dani Hansen33 7 hours ago

    You *snap* go *snap* girl *snap*!

  • Layanrd Bloom
    Layanrd Bloom 7 hours ago

    As a young trans adult Nilkie you're a fucking inspiration and you give me hope to keep trying

  • Rania Ali
    Rania Ali 7 hours ago

    منو هناك عربي نصدم

  • Sam Olscamp
    Sam Olscamp 7 hours ago

    i feel ya with the tom holland thing haha

  • Diana Maas
    Diana Maas 7 hours ago

    All my words for a comment come down to love, Nikki. Just love. 💕 Keep going girl! 💪🏻

  • Susanna Vesna
    Susanna Vesna 7 hours ago

    Who else got curious and actually searched Nikki's first video? 😅

  • Abeer Rahman
    Abeer Rahman 7 hours ago

    So she revealed her secret

  • Britt Kalse
    Britt Kalse 7 hours ago

    Maar team Nederland lekker bezig nikkie

  • cat k
    cat k 7 hours ago

    So proud of you

  • Laëtycia Lafontan
    Laëtycia Lafontan 7 hours ago

    Sounds like sims🤣🤣🤣🤣

  • asmr met mij asmr
    asmr met mij asmr 7 hours ago

    You need jesus❤

    • #silia
      #silia 7 hours ago

      i really hope you're joking. if you are, just know jokes like these aren't funny 💛

  • Ceili Olney
    Ceili Olney 7 hours ago

    I have so much respect for this woman. I can’t believe anyone would have the heart to blackmail her into saying these things. Thank you for sharing your story, but I wish you could’ve done it on your own terms.

  • Lea G.
    Lea G. 7 hours ago

    She look like Marilyn Monroe ❤️😂😌🤩 love it

  • Fake pastor bacon chicken Eating man

    You could have told him sooner

  • בר סבג
    בר סבג 7 hours ago

    I love youuu

  • Dóri Kéringer
    Dóri Kéringer 7 hours ago


  • rimaz 2110
    rimaz 2110 7 hours ago

    I knew that from the first time I saw you

  • Rojin Kapçak
    Rojin Kapçak 7 hours ago

    İ Love you ❤️🇹🇷

  • SuuzieQ
    SuuzieQ 7 hours ago

    Wow she looks so different back then! I don't like how she used lip fillers and what not nowadays.

  • Dayanara Icaranom
    Dayanara Icaranom 7 hours ago

    love love love Nikkie ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ love love 💞

  • Toqa Alassaf
    Toqa Alassaf 7 hours ago

    مين جاي من عند احمد ابو رب لايك🤣🤣ولا انا المتخلفه الوحيده

  • Mary Strange
    Mary Strange 7 hours ago

    I am saddened that someone felt it was their business to tell the world who they think you are! You are absolutely beautiful!!! I have never once questioned whether you were a woman or not!! Man or woman doesn’t matter!! You are NIKKI!!! Stay strong because you are fierce and will inspire so many!!

  • aprajita tiwari
    aprajita tiwari 7 hours ago

    We love you❤️